The Greek word for return is nostos. Algos means suffering. So nostalgia is the suffering caused by an unappeased yearning to return.
That which never was to be, won’t be now, won’t ever be. Just as you always insisted. I always thought that somewhere, somewhere, somehow… Love - would - find-a-way.
You have always been important. You have always been something. Age just reveals the facts that always were. Experience uncovers the you that always was. I am glad to know that you will be safe, that you will come home.